@biomedmax I have no problem seeing a psychologist... though im not sure its that simple.. I have to deal with highly stressful shitt and have limited opttions to disengage.
CW: politics
I have tons of different toots addressing various accusations. As for alt-righters, anyone showing even the slightest hint at hate speech or the usual things associated would be usspended on the spot.
Instead of just hearsay and accusations why not look to the evidence? Our timeline is public, look through it, I doubt they will find even a hint of hate.
If they have a specific accusation of something we did, let me know and im sure i can provide evidence tot he contrary.
Probably.. and also the place where they wont give you health insurance if you have high blood pressure and where doctors only see patients with health insurance unless you go to some private doctor who charges a fortune and is barely qualified.... its a shit show here, worse than america.
@mkb Unfortunately the drama is already getting to our other moderators as well, they wont be going anywhere but they will likely be disengaging for ttheir own health as well.. so not only is it on my shoulders now, but itt means i have to deal with all the load to help alleviate them.
@warkittens No one should be obligated to deal with this drama or any other, no matter how unfounded it is... your good, your move is a symptom and not the problem.. dont feel a lick of guilt over it please, I wouldnt want that.
@louiscouture its not an issue with them messaging me or communicating to me.. Its the fact that they are off there spreading explicit lies that are damaging myself and the servers reputation... When i bother to respond with photo evidence and links showing its lies they just call my attempt to communicate at all harassmentt and ignore it....
@IAmErik It comes at a very bad time, im in a foreign country with no doctor and noa ccess to my blood pressure medication... I have been on a half dose and took my lastt dose today.
@obi Alcohol just makes me feel sick.. i tried that yesterday... plus im not surei have liquor hard enough for this.
@Spinybadger I have posted photo evidence of some of it, and described hte history in detail... It started by a few evil actors spreading lies.. and lies with no evidence will always spread faster than trutth with evidence
The vile and toxic shit I've been dealing with from outtside of QOTO has put my stress levels to a point I've never expiernced before... It is effectively my health both mental and physical. I am having trouble sleeping, and is very quickly moving from anxiety to depression to a point where it is very dangerous for my health..
My blood pressure is so high right now it would be enough to get me admitted to the emergency room alone.
The really messed up part is if all these lies and toxicity wind up killing me these people are so horrible they would probably dance on my grave....
Frankly im not sure where to go from here. But I do want to say thank you foe the overwhelming support from so many of you, it helps.
Actually you could have migratted your followers but you deleted your account instead.
For the record QOTO is int he top 20 in terms of connection to other servers.. you can follow and reach more people from QOTO than the vast majority of other servers.
@Romaq strange that
Ahhh, not sure how twitter is obtaining thatt thumbnail honestly. I can say other places (like facebook) do show a thumbnail.
@geantonicelli not sure what you mean
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