天空вℓσи∂ [Deprecated edition] @skyblond@social.cleverlibre.org

When I was young, I also thought about my life, how I could live a wonderful life, how I could be passionate about life, etc.

But after several years of social torture, mentally I feel a bit tired. Every day I watch some YouTube, try to find a job, and write code if I'm interested, day after day.

> They say China's universities are a grinding machine, talent in, scum out. When I think about it, my enthusiasm and passion for life are probably worn out by the university. More precisely, probably caused by Marx, Mao and formalism. However, on second thought, I seem to be one of the harder ones in the scum, so I can secretly be glad that I have not been so finely ground.

Today I saw shiey's video and found out that he didn't go to pick up the train, but rode his bike around the mountains instead. For the first time in nearly three years, I looked at the screen and burst out with a desire that "I want to do something like this too. This moment seems like I'm young again. But this feeling did not last long, and soon I was pulled back to reality by the anxiety of unemployment.

Saw the second video and thought the dice were so beautiful. I've been following this channel for a long time, and today I was suddenly thinking, is it possible for me to engage in a similar job? Making dice doesn't look like it requires a big investment in equipment or a big site like blacksmith and carpentry, and the product looks pretty enough to sell on the internet. Although I would like to do Java-related work, programming is also my hobby, and I like Java and Kotlin, I found that the Chinese labor market and the quality of buyers are too bad after a month of job hunting. To be honest, unless I have no choice, I definitely don't want to commit myself to do a job that is like going to the grave.

Finally, I would like to present you a song by Sumire Haruno. I don't understand the lyrics, but I really like her and her performances and songs. I hope you all can have a great day.

> Translated by deepl, modified by me.

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Cycling Journey To The Adriatic Sea | Part 1
by shiey
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEiv2D2V_j0
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A glowing D20 from Lake Superior
by Hedron Rockworks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2vESUP4PRA
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黄昏に傷ついて
by 春野寿美礼
https://open.spotify.com/track/2zN8tc24qd5doEgrpNbaiy?si=9bf3b1990e914add

年幼的时候也想过我的人生我做主，我要活的怎样怎样精彩，我要对生活怎样热情，etc.

可是经过几年社会的毒打，从心态上来说感觉有点累了。每天看看Youtube，找找工作，有兴趣的话再写写代码，一天又一天。

> 他们说中国的大学就是一个研磨机，人才进去，人渣出来。这么一想，我对于生活的热情和激情大概都被大学磨没了，更确切地说，可能是马哲毛概和形式主义害的。不过转念一想，我好像是人渣里比较硬的一个，可以暗自庆幸还没有被磨的那么细碎。

今天看到shiey的视频，发现他没去扒火车，改骑车游山玩水了。大概是近三年来的第一次，我看着屏幕迸发出“我也想要做这样的事情”的愿望。这一瞬间好像我又年轻了。只是这种感觉并没有持续太久，很快我又被失业的焦虑拉回现实。

看到第二个视频，觉得这个骰子真漂亮。我关注这个频道好久了，今天突然在想，我有没有可能也从事类似的工作？制作骰子看起来并不像铁匠和木匠那样需要很大的设备投入，也不需要很大的场地，而且产品看起来很漂亮，可以挂到淘宝上卖。虽然我很想从事Java相关的工作，编程也是我的爱好，我也很喜欢Java和Kotlin，但是这一个月找工作下来发现中国的劳动力市场，买方的素质都太差了。说实话，除非走投无路，不然我绝对不想委屈自己去做一份上班如上坟一样的工作。

最后送给大家听一首春野寿美礼长的歌。我听不懂歌词的内容，但我很喜欢她和她的演出与歌曲。希望大家都可以度过一个美好的一天。

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Cycling Journey To The Adriatic Sea | Part 1
by shiey
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEiv2D2V_j0
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A glowing D20 from Lake Superior
by Hedron Rockworks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2vESUP4PRA
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黄昏に傷ついて
by 春野寿美礼
https://open.spotify.com/track/2zN8tc24qd5doEgrpNbaiy?si=9bf3b1990e914add

@Candinya 我记得森海塞尔有TWS来着，虽然可能是买来的生产线，但是我觉得森海塞尔这个牌子还是相对来说比较可靠的（

以及我不喜欢TWS，因为我总是丢三落四，TWS很容易丢

上 YouTube 观看“Nerf John Wick”
https://youtu.be/9MrnAJsxL8c

Run the quassel core on a IPv6 VPS. I'd say not bad.

I know it's expensive when I see the NIST logo on the package.
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Making the World's Purest Cookie
by NileBlue
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crjxpZHv7Hk

(I have nothing to say, just want to share this video)
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There's A Secret, Illegal Internet
by Techquickie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1Duspzmudk

@error 又涨价了？早年间我买的五百多

Hmmm, considering I'm still unable to find a job, I'm thinking if I should put some effort on making kotlin native works for arduino.

Just a random thought. Never know what is llvm and how modern compiler works. But I do random stuff, it is a random thing, so I should do it.

@Pat Really? I still have a 2.5 hour video waiting for me to watch.

You can always enjoy his content.
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I Made the Worlds Most Powerful Pool Stick
by I did a thing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cr1KaZ11KCo