@academicalnerd A second thought: I like your writing there actually with all the mistakes, misspellings and odd formulations. It reminds me of Lomography. You are a Russian, you are probably familiar with it: https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/%D0%9B%D0%BE%D0%BC%D0%BE%D0%B3%D1%80%D0%B0%D1%84%D0%B8%D1%8F. It's a way to take pictures which are technically screwed up in a way which turns out to have a certain poetic appeal. The same holds for that piece of diary you wrote :-). Keep going, forget about spell-checker, you do it primarily for yourself, not for the world.

There's this other, actually serious thought I learned from somebody close to myself. I liked to take pictures of buildings, landscapes, things. The person did not like them. The point was, there were no people, there were no memories, nobody can relate to a building, a lamppost or a river, unless it's somebody's memory. I internalised that. Best photographs are those which you can put into an album and look with fondness in the eye 20 years later. Maybe the same holds for personal notes and diary entries like yours. Who cares for errors, when what you read breaths your inner self onto your face 20 years later?