well, that didn't take long. the tiny sliver of self-confidence I'd gathered since my haircut a few days ago is completely gone. I'm back to being painfully aware of how poorly my transition is going compared to nearly every single transfem I know or see online. I'm back to knowing how masculine (very) my body shape is compared to people in my age and time-on-E cohort. I'm back to feeling like I'm not gonna make it. I'm back to the complete alienation.
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