Tonight the depression monster won. I sat at my computer for a couple of hours, starring at my IDE, unable to complete enough thoughts to be able to do anything.
I don’t like nights like tonight. I struggle with not beating myself up over them. I know it’s not my fault, it’s the disease, but it still stings.
Tomorrow is another day. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
@opsnlops Yeah those days suck. Had a bunch of late, myself.
Getting enough perspective to know to blame the disease and not yourself is a really good sign, though.
If there's any "upside" to depression, it's that things tend to get better again, at least for a while.
Best wishes for a visit from the Serotonin Fairy.
