I would rather live with some of the pain, difficulty, & imperfection of a not fully medicated mental illness and still have the capacity to have some of the beautiful incredible experiences a human can have than be forced to downregulate my serotonin receptors and give that up.

I believe everyone deserves the right to incredible experiences. Nobody should be locked out solely because their brain requires serotonin meds to be of a stable mindset. That's my situation. No other treatment has worked. Which is why I'm on a quest to find a new one myself.