估计是下一个要做的影像文本,放一下
Before the Law
Kafka
Before the law sits a gatekeeper. To this gatekeeper comes a man from the country who asks to gain entry into the law. But the gatekeeper says that he cannot grant him entry at the moment. The man thinks about it and then asks if he will be allowed to come in later on. “It is possible,” says the gatekeeper, “but not now.” At the moment the gate to the law stands open, as always, and the gatekeeper walks to the side, so the man bends over in order to see through the gate into the inside. When the gatekeeper notices that, he laughs and says: “If it tempts you so much, try it in spite of my prohibition. But take note: I am powerful. And I am only the most lowly gatekeeper. But from room to room stand gatekeepers, each more powerful than the other. I can’t endure even one glimpse of the third.” The man from the country has not expected such difficulties: the law should always be accessible for everyone, he thinks, but as he now looks more closely at the gatekeeper in his fur coat, at his large pointed nose and his long, thin, black Tartar’s beard, he decides that it would be better to wait until he gets permission to go inside. The gatekeeper gives him a stool and allows him to sit down at the side in front of the gate. There he sits for days and years. He makes many attempts to be let in, and he wears the gatekeeper out with his requests. The gatekeeper often interrogates him briefly, questioning him about his homeland and many other things, but they are indifferent questions, the kind great men put, and at the end he always tells him once more that he cannot let him inside yet. The man, who has equipped himself with many things for his journey, spends everything, no matter how valuable, to win over the gatekeeper. The latter takes it all but, as he does so, says, “I am taking this only so that you do not think you have failed to do anything.” During the many years the man observes the gatekeeper almost continuously. He forgets the other gatekeepers, and this one seems to him the only obstacle for entry into the law. He curses the unlucky circumstance, in the first years thoughtlessly and out loud, later, as he grows old, he still mumbles to himself. He becomes childish and, since in the long years studying the gatekeeper he has come to know the fleas in his fur collar, he even asks the fleas to help him persuade the gatekeeper. Finally his eyesight grows weak, and he does not know whether things are really darker around him or whether his eyes are merely deceiving him. But he recognizes now in the darkness an illumination which breaks inextinguishably out of the gateway to the law. Now he no longer has much time to live. Before his death he gathers in his head all his experiences of the entire time up into one question which he has not yet put to the gatekeeper. He waves to him, since he can no longer lift up his stiffening body.
The gatekeeper has to bend way down to him, for the great difference has changed things to the disadvantage of the man. “What do you still want to know, then?” asks the gatekeeper. “You are insatiable.” “Everyone strives after the law,” says the man, “so how is that in these many years no one except me has requested entry?” The gatekeeper sees that the man is already dying and, in order to reach his diminishing sense of hearing, he shouts at him, “Here no one else can gain entry, since this entrance was assigned only to you. I’m going now to close it.
见过自己的亲人死后,看遗容需要排号进入,不许烧纸、不许摆花、不许奏乐、不许停灵超过48小时,在自己面前多具尸体排队被推入焚烧炉,你在后面捧着一个批量生产的骨灰盒等捡骨之后,我就明白,生的教育缺失,不对意外怀孕和流产恐惧不可怕,死的教育和尊重缺失,从被迫拿自己的亲人做物品开始。
死不是重大的事。至少在东北,能且敢为死者送行,拒绝按要求走行政流程是一种极度高昂的特权——有钱都不行。
东北的畸形在于,生是独生子女好,少生优生,多出的要被堕掉。死是火葬利国利民,迁坟可以拿国家补助,火化15年后仍在排队等墓地安葬是普遍存在的现实。
人类是物品,要符合国家利益被妥善安放,要有用,否则去死是一种“他家人也是解脱了”。
作者的田野调查在上海,钱仍然是有效的。她如果再走走,去见见钱也无效的土地,去见见人不如牲畜的地界,除了对生命感觉虚无之外,不可能不恨此地拿人不当人的普遍现实。
因为之前帮翻过几个教程其实梳理一遍就很快懂了,现在想起曾试图用processing做audio visualization的我仿佛一个白痴
接下来就是,无尽的trial and error and fun探索时间
生气!刚刚台湾男同事今天说起Metoo
第一句边摆手边说“你不懂”
第二句“怎么被爆出来的都是丑男,长得帅的就不算是侵害了啊。性侵与否都是女孩子定义的。”
怒火点染头发了🔥
我直接:
“所以你的逻辑是长得帅的就可以侵害别人?你在说这句话的时候,你就已经在漠视别人受侵害的事实。”
“你不停地要我拿出反驳的打你脸的证据,我为什么要啊?你自己不会搜索吗? 你不搜索还在这里叫嚣你没看到,没看到就表示不存在就是你的黄金准则,这也太浅薄了。我为什么要浪费我的时间,回应一个主动遮眼的人啊。说到底你就是觉得Metoo没有正义性,不好意思,Metoo就是反抗你们这种人定义的正义。”
“总之,我觉得,你这种思维——我只想说,你好浅薄喔。”配上我的冷笑。🧯🙂
昨天看了一个溯源meme的视频,采访女人指猫meme里的女人 这个meme两边的图是拼接在一起的,她那部分出自比弗利娇妻某期节目的截图 当时她参加节目的时候在遭受前夫严重的家暴,其他参加者多少知道一点实情但她担心如果在电视上公开她被家暴的事实,她丈夫可能会极度暴怒打死她,所以拜托了节目组瞒下这件事 结果那期节目里一个参赛者以一种强制介入的方式在摄像机前面告诉了所有人她被家暴了 她一下情绪失控哭着对那个人喊你根本不知道你对我造成了多大影响 因为表情太激动就被截下来做成meme了
好在接受采访的时候她已经离婚了并且表示不介意被做成梗图,虽然她不认识那只小白猫更不会对小动物大喊大叫,但这些事都已经过去了,能带给大家一点快乐也挺好的
@syllistof
终于闲下来的体现之开始看片了 先列着其他待补
Spiderverse
技术真牛啊,服,但视觉炫技掩不了情感空空,剧情冲突怎么都是青春期parenting问题,是因为青春期之后没人想着拯救世界吗
今夜是寿喜烧哦
在第八集打住,因为听说后面就是异性恋结婚故事
有些日剧编剧像放几个NPC来把自己想的一些“金句”念出来,但不妨碍女性间的友谊互动很可爱
Asteroid City
怪好笑的,有时候觉得wes anderson的风格如果这么嵌定了不如就停留在一些浅薄的,不要深究
宇宙探索编辑部
其他都蛮好,一问意义我就崩溃。孙一通都说了不爱答案确切的数学题了,听听语文课吧。
去年年末我们学界车祸离世的大佬是我朋友的硕士导师,朋友出差这两天来我这,昨天一起吃饭时说到这个事,她现在特别煎熬。换导师后一切一切都不顺利,都不知道什么时候才能毕业了。然后说到大佬去世的细节,我听完气得浑身发抖。就是去年突然放开大家都阳了的那段时间,他们学院所有人都阳了,只有大佬虽然阳了但勉强还能工作,就带上另两个阳了但症状不严重的助理一起出诊了。回来的路上三个人都很不舒服,就商量着换着开车,结果一个不留神错过了一个服务区,这个助理就不得不继续开,终于没顶住打了瞌睡,蹭到了告诉中间的隔离带,瞬间惊醒打了一下方向盘,被后车狠狠撞了一下。副驾的老师当时还捧着笔记本电脑加班工作,这一撞之重电脑都变形了,直接怼在了他肚子上。当时停下来,人还没有大问题,加了救护车,结果第一辆救护车来了又走了,说这个告诉路段不归他们管,第二辆车来了,说他阳了他们不敢接。最后好说歹说先拉去了医院,结果从入院开始拉扯,先说急诊不能让他待着怕感染其他患者,转去住院部,那边开始一遍一遍消毒,从凌晨三点车祸到住进病房(期间还在慢慢悠悠地让他换上病号服等等),六点多的时候老师非常清楚自己的状态,期间他已经电话给学校普外科知名专家/他的好友沟通,对方让他就留在本地医院尽快进手术室,输血,他马上开车赶去当地医院。以老师的身份、社会地位、他在学术界的价值,他够得上一架急救直升机,他不想麻烦别人就没开这个口。结果在这种时候他向接诊医生提出自己马上要休克了, 需要立刻输血,这个垃圾医生揶揄他,我看你好得很。就这样,2023年了,我们法医学界最珍贵的老师因为脾破裂救治延误离世了。我恨。老师是心源性猝死领域的先锋、带头人、最优秀的专家,他是唯一一个面对最难的心源性猝死课题用于直面难题的人,而不是沽名钓誉地去研究一些“好发文章”的热门。他的离世至少让中国法医病理学倒退十年。我现在只想,告死那家医院,直接关门去死吧你们。
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