why is good day machine broke?
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nothing should have caused this but we're 2 hours in and I'm having one of the worst days I've had in MONTHS
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why have I never fucking had an actual good relationship? why can I set my friends up and make them happy but not make myself happy? why do I pour myself out for some of the people I care about but it never seems they do the same for me?
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this is NOT the kind of succ I need in my life, thanks
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might call in sick and go home and cry tbqh
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@Ophillous For what it is worth, I think you're pretty neat. I like you. I enjoy our interactions.
You seem like a really chill person, nice and kind, certainly you have a good sense of humor.
I hope you feel better, and if you want to just vent or something in DMs, just let me know. I'll listen the best I can.
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@Ophillous That sounds pretty terrible, Bees. Consider it an open offer, all the same.
That sort of everything and nothing wrong at the same time feeling. Trying to grasp at smoke and use it as ink. It's there, you can sense it, but hell if you can't put it into words.
Anyways, just keep in mind that I think you're pretty cool, and I'm around if you need an ear.
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@Surasanji If I had anything to vent about, I would gladly take you up on it Dave 💛
The feelings and frustrations are all just very nebulous (which is frustrating in its own right) and so they're hard to quantify or to try and deal with