These lines from Billie's new song, Everything I wanted, hit me:

"thought i could fly, so i stepped off the golden"
Referring to the Golden Gate Bridge infamous for being a place where people commit/attempt suicide. The cover of the song is a painting to the same.

"i tried to scream but my head was under water"
maybe referring to attempt to drown.

"they called me weak like i am not somebody's daughter"

"everybody wants something from me now, and i don't wanna let them down"