@Willow@stranger.social Oh man. Tried to relax, but somehow it's not like before.
You afforded me a lot of space here, i appreciate that. Before, we took our pcs and played games, but i just don't feel it like i used to.

Lost my best friend to covid (he's alive, just not respectful of how i want to deal with it). Not alone, generally. My gf is here, all good.

I generally try to deal with life in a relaxed way, accepting that not being able to stop bad stuff is fine.

Not sure what i am asking, nothing is wrong per se. Just kinda "what is the goal here?". I used to have one, getting along with people. I can, as long as they want to. But more is not possible and it kinda feels useless to go on? Know what i mean?