@sexybiggetje@mastodon.social

tl;dr: i don't think there is purpose, but this doesn't mean one has to be unhappy.

i'm experimenting on this not by looking for what makes me happy, but by not doing what makes be unhappy.

i have the idea that just feeling "neutral" is good enough, happy moments are more likely to occur then and one doesn't feel shitty in the meantime.

for me doing manual work on stuff like painting a wall is such a neutral thing. it just doesn't bother me, i can listen to music or a podcast in the meantime.

garden work is pretty nice if you have the possibility, it has meditative qualities for me. the hobbits were right about this. i don't need music or anything else in the nature.

keeping a level of modesty is good for me. i meanwhile think many things of modernity and progress are bad, but that is upon everyone to decide for themselves. i just don't want to partake in those things.