@raccoon maybe you just need something with a fast feedback loop & quick results to get started. it may sound a bit silly, but why not try scratch? or javascript in the browser console - i don't know jack shit about JS but there have to be nice programming tutorials for it using the browser which aren't too much reading.

with both you can do graphic stuff which is pretty rewarding - i started coding as a kid with qbasic drawing funny stuff to the dos screen.

https://scratch.mit.edu/