@thor Well what i mean is ... i dont think id know even when i wasnt around them if the feeling was still active and the connection fresh... It isnt the act of being away that would let me distinguish, but rather just time. If the feeling is still there in full force in a month, in 6 months, then yea its gonna last and is real.

@freemo i don't have any butterflies or anything. when physically there? sure. but not otherwise. what remains though is a kind of determination.