I encourage you to bite* the *hand that feeds you.
https://invidious.namazso.eu/watch?v=qcGlc3mw8lk&t=11m25s
*bite (in this context) = debate / discuss / define / understand / challenge / improve...
*hand = parents, company, admins that don't answer (any group or authority shirking responsibility or individual throwing back in your face what people say they provide or will do),
Some process or meeting time based on rights or something that doesn't just feed people's fires and gets a controlled space with people talking regularly with a set time and not escaping / changing goal posts...
Why? The truth about power and control is closely TIED to living and survival gets worse if ignored,... (slaves eventually need to break out).
So ignoring things will get worse anyway and challenging them somehow might... ah fuck it I don't have the answer and you're going to die anyway...
Maybe all I can say is " Go out in some style at least be your own unique self "