@bughuntercat@infosec.exchange I think there is a middle ground without actually doing too much effort, something like one post to say a bit clearer from what you've said here + much more specific exciting things you want to conquer or talk about.
So you're not as circular because people don't know a lot of what you just said and only in the cases people miss it AND let's say their profiles don't make the cut but are closest- then for those maybe write them the list or point them to post.
Not knowing is also part of it (again if close to winners or they have 1 thing more than the other bit).
Kinda steer a bit to positives and well I admit thecombination of austism, age, tolerance and perception of time is al formiddable and all very commanding but maybe something more 'I like this very much' on your side takes initiative to understand and read, and focus away from negaives.
Even if not best buddies with a person - just something of clarity or sense of giving is appreciated ... makes it already half the done done and clears it up in your mind too.... so your half of bring excitment soowhat is there person on the other side isn't there...
Many things to consider but the paradoxes of what you write are there with solitude and anonymity - but perhaps a select few could be given some hints...
P.S Please don't ban me! Let me spice up your life a bit, give my best and then I'll leave!
So action points to try (without talking down here) is
█🗝️ make a deeper list of high-interest more-specific details in life so you have in 1 post and let people see that pinned too instead of all the stuff that doesn't work (which is good too but fill the other half)
█🗝️ If you would accept an audio file let me give you voice audio with my mutual efforts or perspectives towards life and then say "nah!"
A fail like this will be good humour (for either) for just the "nah" at the end... which you can also send by attachment here via direct message or just write the text to dismiss it if it makes you feel good!
Ok consider the 2 points at your leisure... 🗝️
