still being harassed by police with d.e.w. weapons like sonic. one time it was bad enough to give me a nose bleed, which means it was bad enough to cause hemorrhaging in my brain. oof. still seems there's more than one entity trying to harm me, and i still don't understand why or what's going on or why they even know who i am.

my financial situation is still getting worse everyday. no income, no money, the same as before i came on fedi a few years ago now, but even worse. don't have a job, wouldn't be able to hold one anyway with all the other ongoing harm in my life.

people on fedi are still supporting my abusers, not a good sign. there's so much harm and bullshit on fedi, it's not a safe, fun, or friendly place for anyone. i would still never recommend fedi to anyone. i don't really wanna be here at all anymore, again

family stuff is rough, especially with health, mh, and money. same as before, but worse.

i found the cf card from my camera. took some photos at a fuck trump rally downtown, and also in the woods, and around town. it was nice.

i don't have the tools, resources, or networks to help myself. all i can do at this point is just keep waiting for help