I am fucking scared of people from my past school maybe being able to google me or maybe already even having found me, it's 100% paranoia, there is no evidence to that, but its possible and I feel really really really bad right now
This is Mur 
@isi
What did you do in the school?
@mur2501 getting bullied so much that I have PTSDish social anxiety now?
@isi
That's great be going on and don't be sad about the past 
I changed not at all but after getting out of there I NEVER had ANY negative social experience ever again