have a cold with pretty strong symptoms
95% percent sure it's not covid 19

I feel so fucked up by just having this little flu (I guess), I lost my towel and struggled to finish my passages. I felt like I'm broken and I knew that shouldn't be that hard, but I can't finish that properly. Anyway at least I finished that and found my towel.
Now I somehow understand the feeling who has severe disease, feeling of frustration. A friend of mine has struggled with cancer for several years and it's really unbearable.

Symptoms from flu and the friend trying to fighting the cancer, both make me feel sad.

It's 11:30pm in UTC+8,
I think I'd better go to bed now.

Everybody goodnight 😴