Disengago @admitsWrongIfProven@social.cleverlibre.org
I speak german and english.
Interested in:
- crude jokes
- philosophy
- how people get along
- different viewpoints
- gaming, especially strategy/arpgs
- (java) programming
If i reply but did not favourite your toot: most likely i forgot. I get caught up in talking, i forget.
I generally invite questions. If you look for a clue if it is ok to ask hard questions: this is it. As long as it is in good faith and you want to know wtf i was thinking, go ahead please.
License information on my avatar potato: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Potato_cv_dejima.jpg
Joined Nov 2022
Oh, what am i going on about? Overkill said it right: eliminate.
Ok so coming back from vacation in Wraeclast i put on some calm music (In Flames) and tried to relax, but toots are off the charts weird. Going back as far as i can. Weirdos.
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Nicht bei uns! Wir haben sie versprochen, wir halten sie auch: Die BIERPREISBREMSE! 🍻
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https://backstage.eu/sommerfest-die-partei.html
#bierpreisbremse #DiePARTEI @dieparteimuc @diepartei
People with children, please riddle me this: Why? Why is it ethical to bring a human being into this world? Why exactly is it ok to do this?
I payed attention to not be responsible for anyone.
Seems to pay off, world goes to shit, but it's not my responsibility.
Why is it still shitty? Is this game rigged? Bugged?
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@admitsWrongIfProven @jeffcliff they're putting metadata into the music that is turning the ring tones gay
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seriously though 'omg everyone should share this post it's vital for people to know it' and 'let's block everyone on the fediverse who doesn't share our politics / because someone said something bad about someone once' doesn't mix.
either you care about human life and you allow people to communicate, at least in an emergency, or you don't
either you care about human life and you allow people to communicate, at least in an emergency, or you don't
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Shitposting to troll the 'but the economy' people every time they demand human sacrifice for the economy's sake
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Anxiety, death and thoughts about neurotic and maladaptive behavior
I read today that people high in neuroticism often have fewer mental "buffers" that usually serve to insulate the mind from a lot of different anxieties. For example, these buffers could be a belief in the afterlife, spirituality, mysticism or general willingness to engage in purposeful self-deceit (albeit an unconscious one).
From my personal experience, this explains a lot about how I feel. There is a pain attached to trying to keep my mind within the realm of the real, to avoid the pitfalls of self-deception and distraction.
A lot of people find some deeper meaning in some religion or are inclined to be spiritual, whatever that means. I don't have such facets at my disposal, which often serves to increase my anxiety.
I have often felt the need to engage in certain maladaptive strategies, especially alcohol and self-isolation, to try and keep my mind from racing uncontrollably all day long.
I have often thought about my death from a third person perspective, often likening it to a candle being symbolically blown out. I still sometimes feel anxious about it. I'm young so I guess that's understandable.
I don't really know what to make of all this, I guess I just had to let it out for now. And rather than writing it in my journal, I thought it would be useful to hear what you think? Is your experience at all similar to mine? If so, what do you do about it?
Thanks for reading. Have a nice one.
#neuroticism #psychology #death #anxiety #fear #TrainOfThought
Weird end of the day. Two users tooted something negative, i was about to investigate (thinking i might have been wrong) and poof, gone. Maybe people don't want me to listen, maybe i should just not care then?
Haha, i came across this and wondered if they now classify covid problems that follow after a few weeks as "not covid". Well, seems my spider sense was working.
In case you feel like refuting this article to anyone you know today, or telling USA Today where to shove it(letters@usatoday.com) I'll do the leg ...
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So hey I broke my mattress frame this morning so looks like I'm spending even more money on a new bed. Also a customer just told me I'm "just as evil as those cunts in Anaconda."
How is your afternoon going?
Hey, US, race us: we got neonazis coming up, you got neonazis coming up. First to clean their infestation wins!
Ok, new take here (i hope):
Saying that dictatorships (like USSR for example) are communism is deadnaming.
Yes? No? Any suggestions for improval?
@freemo do we have plemora...?
A new Pleroma security release is out that you should install immediately. If you can not do so for some reason, activate filename anonymization. ...
I just noticed an easy proof that the world is flat: if it were not, lakes and oceans would be sparkling.
disgusting stuff
I just realized: When i told the one wannabe nazi that his compatriot had sent a pic of himself shitting himself, that was not even questioned.
It seems to be par for the course? Normal? They just... do that?
Ok, no reason to raise a stink, just shit yourself, i guess. Who am i to stop diversity.
disgusting stuff
So i engaged some wannabe neonazis in discussion, and apart from many distractions i got the meme of a "suck start shotgun" (don't ask) and a pic of some dude pooping all over himself.
All in all, an entertaining evening in times of end stage capitalism.
I have no idea what i am doing, but at least i am doing it.
Shame it won't change anything substantial.
I speak german and english.
Interested in:
- crude jokes
- philosophy
- how people get along
- different viewpoints
- gaming, especially strategy/arpgs
- (java) programming
If i reply but did not favourite your toot: most likely i forgot. I get caught up in talking, i forget.
I generally invite questions. If you look for a clue if it is ok to ask hard questions: this is it. As long as it is in good faith and you want to know wtf i was thinking, go ahead please.
License information on my avatar potato: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Potato_cv_dejima.jpg
Joined Nov 2022
