Trauma, actual sad stuff
My dad made me feel like I'm a ridiculous person, unworthy of love and attention. He yelled at me for having 9/10 instead of 10/10, or for dancing to the spice girls, every single time.
When I am reminded of him, there is only one feeling that prevails: not good enough. Mostly not smart enough, also not successful enough.
It's a slow, uphill battle, of learning to not feel defective and ashamed every day.
Wetland madness. Today Masza is wagging her ear and listening with her tail.
PSA for visual artists:
Nightshade is out!
https://nightshade.cs.uchicago.edu/
Nightshade is an ML-poisoning algorithm that causes models trained with treated images to malfunction. Use in conjunction with Glaze to protect your work and give a big "fuck you" to the capitalists stealing your shit for their own profit.
Co by pan powiedział sobie młodemu?
- Gdybyś się powiesił, z pewnością ominęłoby cię mnóstwo kłopotów, ale życie niesie ze sobą tyle fantastycznych rzeczy, że jednak warto się go trzymać.
To odpowiedź mojego dziadka, Jerzego Vetulaniego. Pytanie zadała mu Katarzyna Bielas w 2014 lub 2015 r.
@ashyda Oh, das klaue ich mir vielleicht für Samstag in Frankfurt…
So the temperature got down to -6C at the #allotment and -4C in the shed. Everything is looking a bit sorry for itself and the wind is BITTER.
Although the weather is perfect for #wintercycling, I am grounded and forced to get around with a different kind of vehicle. Until my leg unbrakes itself ;-) Should take no more than six weeks, but after a week without the daily routine of cycling, I feel older, grumpier, and more unhealthy than ever. Yes, but the Ridge Bike Daily branded hoodie I got for my birthday made my day and I can't wait to put it on for our next cargo bike adventure.
#pieskieżycie #psowerem #zpsem #rhodesianridgeback
Living in the #wetlands of #Polesia (also spelled #Polesie) in #EasternPoland. Surrounded by #bogs and #forests, trying not to fuck up surrounding nature too much.
Taking care of a small pack of #dogs – #IdąPsięta.
Luddite working with hi-tech.
#RuralBroadband provider by accident. Starting a small LoRaWAN project to monitor our wetlands. Coding in #Python. Dealing with dirty data, cleaning them when time allows.
#Atheist. I don't *believe* in #science – science is the *only* thing that protects us from belief.
Fuck nazis.
My account on Twitter is still up, for good reasons. https://twitter.com/szescstopni
I check facts before I toot.
I sometimes toot in Polish.
Zdolny, ale leniwy.